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    17 June

    日光海岸

     
     
      也许会有一天,
      我会找到自己坚持的理由...
     
      现在的我,
      好想独自隐没在黑夜中...
      只有在这迷茫的夜色里,
      我才能栖身.
      用手轻轻抚平心里累累的伤痛.

      我会把我的伤藏好,
      只有在夜晚我才能赤裸裸地面对白天里你所看不到的我.
      我是你的白天,却是自己的黑夜.
      漫长的夜,
      我孤独的灵魂该何去何从...?
      我何时才能到达那片阳光海岸.

      我的心梗塞了,
      我的口无语了,
      我的痛难以启齿.
      我的幸福,
      我梦中的天堂,
     
      那么短暂.
      一觉醒来,
     
      灰飞烟灭.
      幸福成了泡沫,
      天堂堕入了地狱....
      到头来,
      我不过是在幸福的边缘,
      游走了一圈.
      是否越是渴望幸福的人,
      越是离它越来越遥远...?
     
      我的眼睛红了又肿,
      肿了又红.
      我的心痛了又痛,
      痛上加痛.
      我的爱成了我的枷锁,
      成了我扛不动的包袱.
     
      你说,你觉得对不起自己.
      可是,回首这经历的20年,
      我又何尝对得起我自己.
      我有一个完整又破碎的家,
      有一个快乐又孤独的童年,
      我的心底尘封了太多的往事记忆.
      痛苦的,快乐的,悲伤的,寂寞的.
      那块领地,
      你可曾伸手企及...?
      我心底深处的竭斯底里,
      有谁在听?

      这世上,于我,
      又有谁可相依?
      背叛的背叛,
      玩弄的玩弄,
      厌弃的厌弃.
      这个世界太荒诞.

      总有一天,
      我会变的足够强大,
      蜕去女人的软弱,
      总有一天,
      我会变的足够潇洒,
      拿的起亦放的下,
      总有一天,
      我会变的足够优秀,
      让你以我为荣.
      只是灵魂依旧归依黑夜
      寂寞仍然找不到解脱.
      但是,我绝不会再像如今这般
      彷徨不知所措.
     
                                                              07/6/17
                                                                2:15 

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